12 posts from 2006

I want all his works! I remember how i was idle for a couple of minutes staring at the monitor after watching garden state then i stared crying for some weird ass reason.

I want to get a copy of the "last kiss" and see the new flick "fast track" because ZACH BRAFF OWNS MY SOUL! I am telling you, he's amazing. His movies are painful because they are all the people i know, life that i'm seeing and emotions scattered everywhere. You know those quiet films that grabs you and makes your head throb like a madman? and his MUSIC! He is a genius! So far i have only seen GARDEN STATE which killed me big time and clips from the last kiss ..i really fell in love with his writing ,directing and music. He introduced me to "the shins" and i will forever love him for that. I fell in love with him as a human being. I wanna be friends with him! i want someone like that! Zach Braff let's be friends! Damn these dorky smart kick ass weirdos amuses me.

Garden State

You should see GARDEN STATE, i love love this film! This is a masterpiece debut for Braff! Natalie Portman owned me in this film , i never really liked her..yes but she was just possesed in this film. Her character was so disturbing and Largeman (Braff's character) was so  strange and weird..it's beautiful. They both wanna make me cry i swear.

The soundtrack was heaven too. It won gazillion awards. Zach has excellent taste in music. I always read his blog HERE where he puts all his music, new works. I really want to be something and i want that success to be sort of like how he did, it is like he does everything because he loves it, it gives him a natural high. I don't want to be succesful in something that i need to do because i have to like be rich and shit or be on top because my family wants me to. Crap, this film made me think of my life and where it is going. Maybe i adore Braff because he depresses the hell out of me. When someone does that, they usually own me like Thom Yorke and J.D Salinger does.

I love this scene:

Sam(portman): Are you really retarded?

Largeman(braff): No, i'm not.

Sam: Great, job man. I mean. I thought u were really retarded.

Sam: You're just as good as that Corky kid and he's actually retarded. If there were some retarded oscar, you would win like hands down, kick his ass.

Largeman: Well thanks, thank you i appreciate it.

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Largeman: You know that point in your life when you realize that the house you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? and all of a sudden even though you have some place where you can put stuff, that idea of home is gone.

Sam: I still feel at home in my house.

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This one hits the homerun:

Largeman: You know, this necklace makes me think of this totally random memory of my mother. I was a little kid and i was cryin for whatever reason. And she was cradling me, rocking me back and forth, and i can just remember the silver balls rolling around. And there was snot dripping all over my face. She offered me her sleeve and told me to blow my nose. I can remember, even as a little kid, thinking to myself "This is love...this is love."

I wanted to shoot and kill Portman in most scenes especially that retarded scene because she was so damn real..i hate her..ugh....A lot more lines but i'm tamad and this would take forever..i just want to share great things. Real great ones.

and yeah listen to THE SHINS. It is love.

What were your top 5 TV shows of 2006?

1. Prison break - it's love. Everything about it.

2. Grey's Anatomy - we all have that meredith grey inside of us just like carrie bradshaw. haha

3. Lost - Pure Genius. Addicting. Sayid and Mr. eko. and offcourse sodding charlie. hahah

4. Pinoy Dream academy - guily pleasure. Jayr my dukha favorite won 1st place yay! haha

5. Football (english primera, spanish la liga, italian) - I grew up breathing basketball but i fell in love with football this year and totally understood everything about it..now i know why it's called "the beautiful game".

Others: Project runway - may IMCness! Survivor cook islands - Oscar Lusth! Princess hours - my inner gayness, i remember my meteor garden days and going gaga over lei and dao hahah

What's your favorite holiday movie?

Cheezy gay movies with cold chrismasy soundtrack like love actually and serendipity!!! Hahah i swear i'll really do what that guy did to keira!!! ako yun guy!!! :P

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!

My mom was so nice to me today! I hate it when things like these happen. It's not normal.

I am so tired.
I have been to all the malls in metro manila the past few days and i still haven't bought all the things i want.
Today, i spent the whole day in the salon. Maygad it was boring.
I had a huge fight with my mom yesterday while walking in jologsness mega mall. My mother really can piss me off more than anyone else in this world. She is just so good at it. She loves picking on me. Although i was not talking the whole time, she knew i was so pissed because she offered to buy me the 10k lacoste bag that i've been eyeing on. I said no. 

Late news: IVERSON is now a NUGGET! i'm watching his debut right now. It is really sad. I thought he would hang his jersey in that arena in Philly. Sad. I cried when they lost to the lakers back in 2000. Crap. I haven't watch games lately that everything sounds so new to me now. Like i do not even know these people and why these are happening. Carmelo was suspended for 15 games. Yeah 15 freakin games. We'll he's really got that punkness in him a long time ago even in Syracuse. and oh my spurs are doing bad. Tim Duncan has really declined. Haay. Okay i will not start on that, i always get emo when i talk about him.

I want to buy and do so many things. A lot of things going in my head. Shittt my Adman pitch this coming january. I need to find a creative director from some big shot company...crap. and my math logic exam..lit ..comm theory..shitt this short  breaks really does not do any good. Grrrr i'm going to rockwell again tomorrow with uchi.

Mindfuck is a slang term which describes a work that uses literary devices such as nonlinear storytelling and plot twists in order to present convoluted yet nonconflicting themes.

One of the most well known examples of a mindfuck is FIGHT CLUB, one of my favorite works ever. ever.
I remember i used the term mindfuck before about this certain person, i remember texting my shorty "he mindfucked me!" several times. Now i realized what mindfuck truly is. So he did not really mindfuck me that time, he owned me. Just that time. I always get owned once in a while, i am that gullible and stupid.

Other notable examples of mindfuck are non other than the works that i breathed and loved such as A clockwork orange, being John Malkovich, Adaptation, Donnie Darko, Mulholland drive, Memento and the masterpiece requiem for a dream.

I want to be succesful in mindfucking people but when i try i always ended up looking dumb and STRANGE in a really bad way. I love men who's good in mindfucking. Michael Scofield in prison break can definitely mindfuck someone. Marcus Flutie too. I know this certain guy who can do it too, but he does not take a bath. So yeah.

i wanna get mindfucked, Mindfuck me!!!!

I haven't really read much due to gazillion readings and presentations...but here it is..

The kite runner (hands down), Smoke and mirrors, Inferno, the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, the zahir

I don't write a blog because i want people to see my writing or what. I write becaue i want to PUT EVERYTHING OUT! When i'm pissed, when it's love, when i want to kill  someone, when i think someone is dumb... Just so you know,i don't watch what i type..i just type type type and click save. It gives me joy afterwards. Really. It's funny how my disorganized dazed self is reflected even with how i type words. I'm one disorganized human being...as told by my mother.

Survivor 13 cook islands ended today with YUL the smart asian yale lawyer  winning and OZZY my mexican hottie, one of the most dominant challenge player to have ever played on Surivor winnig first place on a 5-4 vote. Sayang. Last season, i fell in love with Austin Carty, who was TOO NICE for that show and so here comes OZZY LUSTH, who won almost ALL the reward and immunity challenges this season. He's sick. Mad skills. Seriously, that guy is A MONSTER! Fastest surivor swimmer, food provider, good in endurance, power and mind boggling challenges. He won the hardest puzzle challenge ever in Surivor history. I WAS OWNED. All guys should be like Oscar. I like his speech about people thinking he's just this surfer dude..but he floored everybody..he played his hearts out. I have not seen anyone so determined. Terry and Tom, the past seasons alpha males were good..but OZZY is different, it just comes out naturally like he does not win because he wants the prize..but he just really wants to win. I just wanna write a tribute to one of my favorite survivor contestants ever. This season surely takes a spot in my top 5. I love love it. I love the asians and the hispanics. Hope next season's FIJI would be as sick and crazy as this one.

Ozzy lusth

So here's to OZZY! One of the most dominant, smartest, determined survivor player ever! I love love you! sana lahat na lang ng lalaki katulad mo!:P